Car Stolen Again

I had a dream my car was stolen. And, yes, Marcela was there. I want to believe what I found. A shift in destiny. Breaking old patterns. Something is changing. I love how my dreams help me through this. Just another sign that I do need to trust my gut, It's everything. My guide. And my gut told me no to George, So just trust that. Something good will happen, I hope. Maybe they are all teaching me something. George a pattern I need to break, Sergio that I want someone adventurous in my life. Justin that I want someone I feel safe with. They are all teaching me something about what I want and don't want. I will get there. I feel close. Maybe not here in Ecuador and that's ok. But, some day soon I will find him. Or even better, he will find me. 

On another note, I have this race this weekend. I can't believe I've been home sick all week. What terrible timing. 

I'm grateful for...

- Hope for a healthy and fun relationship

- Signs that I'm healing

- My healthy physically, mentally, and emotionally 

- Patty and Jenny 

Spiritually, a stolen car represents a shift in destiny.
It shows that something in your life is changing, even if you do not feel ready.

Emotionally, it reflects:

  • Uncertainty
  • Confusion
  • Vulnerability
  • The need for grounding

It reminds you to look at what drains you, what distracts you, and what no longer supports your growth.

Some cultures see a stolen car in dreams as a sign of:

  • New beginnings
  • Breaking old patterns
  • Reclaiming your true path

It is a moment where your soul whispers:
“You are stronger than the fear you carry.”

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